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Daily Design : Final Madness
By Aulia A. Dhianti in adobes, college-life, colors, corels, daily, design, illustrations, me, minds, problems, school, school-life, sigh

Daily Design : Hiks.
By Aulia A. Dhianti in adobes, daily, depression, design, photoscapes, problems, sigh, true, typograph, words

Quick Post : Hai... (-_-)
By Aulia A. Dhianti in alhamdulillah, arounds, daily, dreams, events, fellas, fun, god, happy, huh?, love, me, minds, problems, school-life, trueSo how ya doin, guys? Been busy for these weeks yet still got enough time to makes some doodles. I'm having the final exam 2 weeks ago, the result is... Well, not that bad, but that was really okay for me. And, hell yea, it's been 1 month, fellas :3 Quite happy life I got here.
I'll post some doodles later. Smooch! :*


Self-Contemplation3
By Aulia A. Dhianti in daydream, depression, dreams, fellas, god, life, love, me, problemsLast Friday & Saturday, I joined a debate competition. It's really frustrating! Yea, 'cause I know I have no debate experiences before & even can't speak English fluently. Ngomong inggris yg becus aja gue msh belom khatam, gimana kalo disuruh debat di depan khalayak ramai. And just so you knooow aja nih ye, whenever get nervous, I always feel wanna puke everything in my tummy =_= Weird 'aight but yea dat's da true.
Dan, menghadapi kompetisi kayak begini nih bikin kebiasaan gue ini makin-makin :''''' tapi yaaa alhamdulillah bgt sih finally I've going through these madness. We didn't make it to the final. Ya iyalah, gue juga sadar diri kali. Gue, Andine dan Anin juga udah berusaha semaksimal mungkin dan gue rasa kita udah bagus kok. Tapi memang tidak sebagus itu. Gak sebagus mereka yg passed to the final. Dan gue juga gak terlalu berambisi utk menang. I didn't even plan to survive! :$ Berhasil di ronde 1 sama 2 aja udah alhamdulillah. Yang penting, ini semua bisa jadi pengalaman muohohoho :D
Actually, ada satu kalimat yg diucapkan orang ini dan masih terus terngiang *halah* di otak gue.
'Gue selalu yakin dan percaya kalo apapun yg diberikan Allah pasti memang yg terbaik buat kita. Jadi ya... God knows best.'

Wow. Kamu benar. God really knows the best for us. Terima kasih utk kata2 mutiara (?) yg kamu katakan, Anin. Sedang terbayang masalah lain yg ada di kepala gue dan tiba2 kata2 ini bikin masalah di kepala jadi sirna,ilang dan bikin tenang. Really made my day, you know. Thanks :)
Smell ya later, guise. Ciao!


Self-Contemplation2
By Aulia A. Dhianti in depression, life, me, problemsFor anybody who thinks that Social students are not really studying, have a mercy high school life & and have no crappy homeworks, well I suggest you to think again carefully for thousand times or more, eat that shit and just stfu.
You know, we all get those crappy homeworks too. Or probably we got more homeworks than you, cynical science ppl. Let's face this. Science students may have more difficult subjects in their class. But we, as Social students, have more homeworks than you do. It's kinda worth it 'aight? So stop judging & underestimates us. The social students. Those whom you guys calls 'stoopid' or 'bunch of lazy moron who keeps going to school for nothing'.
Okay. I should stop being emotional right here. *tee-hee*
Well, my high school life was tough. I can feel the pressure everyday & it kinda stressed me out. Actually, it's not about the subjects that difficult. It's more about the class. The competitive class. I want to get the 'top 20 ranks' so badly 'cause of the fakkin chance to get umptn's invitation. Please God :'''(
One of my bad habit is always overthinking at something and the thoughts are always bring me to the super unhealthy obsession---in this case, the pressure to get a good or perfect score. At first, I may think this obsession or ambition was okay but when I failed on Maths or Religions subject, both of them are my blind spots, I overthought about it & this kinda stressed me out & and even depressed me out 'cause I think I may not get that 'top 20 ranks'. Then, I realized. This is not healthy. I need some refreshing things. I've tried but it's not working.
Actually I'm not the typical girl who likes to always share my stories in extrovert ways. You may say I'm an introvert or anything. But please, anyone? Help me.
PS : this post is kinda lame but i just don't know what to do and it all was blowing up & voila!


Self-contemplation#1
By Aulia A. Dhianti in fellas, life, love, me, problems, school-lifeX : 'Coba kalo ngebunuh orang itu gak dosa...'
Y : 'Yeee, kalo gak dosa mah gue udah mati dari kapan tau, dibunuh orang!'
....This.


un-prepared diamond life
By Aulia A. Dhianti in life, love, me, music, problemshello,long time no see,fellas!okay....................
jadi ya,sebenernya akhir-akhir ini gue lagi ulangan blok.and you know, gue remed berapa?gotcha!
6, saudara-saudara.6.gila!banyak banget,Li!yea,i know,my friend.i already knew sooo clearly -_-
and, my mood was so swinging these days.kenapa?ahahaha,not really important!gue gak bakalan share tentang cheessy things so...................forget it,okay?HAHA!!!tapi yang pasti sih...gue lagi bahagia :)
okay,moving on!
so,i'll tell you sumthin.im-po-rt-ant.
me........myself.......I......
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BECOME A KPOPPERS NOW!
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Okay,don't take it too over-laaah.
Gue gak terlalu fanatik-fanatik bgt sih, tapi yaaa lumayanlah.gue cuma suka SHINee sama SNSD doang sih tee-hee.lumayan kok, gak jelek-jelek amat.yang paling penting sih...cakep-cakep!HA! :^D
suka darimana?okaaay.long story to tell!tapi yg paling pasti sih, mungkin gara-gara Andine kali ya.soalnya, temen sekelas gue ini sering banget nge-dance dengan lagu-lagu Korea sama muter vm-vm musik Korea di kelas.jadilah ia menebarkan virus-virus K-Poppers di X-E hohoho.but,it's rrreally great!
kedua, gue lagi suka banget sama Rupert Grint & Tom Felton nih...
okay,mungkin efek-efek sehabis nonton HP7 ya kemarin.well, yeah gue emang norak.hell yeah! t(-_- t)
AAAAA they're friggin much AWWWSOME! <3 <3
drei,
gue lagi suka sama The Bird and The Bee.i think Greg Kurstin & Inara George are kinda genious...
okay.enaff,guys!#antiklimaks.


Haaaaaaaaah...................
By Aulia A. Dhianti in fellas, fun, games, life, me, problemsHUELLO GUYS.LONG TIME NO POST!!!
Gila ya, udah berapa lama coba gue gak blogging?Way too much,folks!As you know-laaah,seperti biasa Speedy + modem ngadet.Gak bisa ngapa-ngapain coba!Dan, finally, si abang tukang Speedy-nya hari ini dateng.Oh iya, ini gue ol lewat laptop bokap, jadi yaaa ternyata modem Speedy gue yg bermasalah,ceman-ceman.Bukan Speedy-nya.Oke, maaf ya Speedy,lo sering gue kambing-hitamkan sebagai penyebab errornya koneksi internet gue mihihi ;^3
So he told meh :
X : 'Ini modemnya yang bermasalah.Panas dikit gak mau jalan.Emang udah berapa taun sih modemnya?'
Me : 'Errr........sekitar 3 tahun, mas.Tahun 2007-an deh.'
X : 'HAH?YAA PANTES AJALAH.Modem tuh setiap taun harus ganti,mbak.'
Me : (bingung,garuk-garuk kepala) 'Ooooooh......................'
X : 'Masang Speedy-nya udah berapa lama?'
Me : '5 bulan.'
X : 'HAH? (demen banget kaget ye ni orang -_- ) BARU 5 BULAN?Kok gak dapet free modem?!'
Me : 'WAH SAYA GAK TAU JUGA YA.Abisan, waktu itu kata mas-masnya gak masalah pake modem lama.'
Nyiuuuuuuuut.Ternyata, harusnya gue dapet free modem dan mengganti modem lama gue karena...............modem lama gue emang udah bobrok.Schitty,ternyata sialan banget tuh mas-mas yang waktu itu masangin gue Speedy.FAK YU,MAS,FAK YU!!!
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Anyway, yang terjadi di kehidupan gue banyak banget akhir-akhir ini. Orgab,tempat duduk dipindahin sama Gabby,terima raport bayangan..............................AAA.Oh iya, satu lagi. Akhir-akhir ini gue lagi keranjingan main Global Bloxxx di hp gue.Itu loh, semacam game tetris gitu. Kuno gak sih?haha.Yea, whatevrrr,i just wanna do what i rrreally like.But the fact is......tuh game emang seru dan hynotizing banget!Well, sebenernya sih konsep permainannya standar.Menyusun balok-balok dan mendapat skor tertinggi.Nah itu dia masalah gue.Gue adalah tipe orang yang well.....mudah ketagihan.Jadi sekali main, gue jadi makin terobsesi untuk mendapatkan skor tertinggi.This is one of the reason why ma parent won't ever buy me a ps.HAHA,reality bites!Halelujah for the games!! :^p
Sama satu lagi.Yass, gue balik ke cinta dan passion lama gue, temaaaans!HARVEST MOON!!! -_-
Oke,kalo ini sih gak usah gue ceritain how obsessive i am with this everlasting game.........................Intinya,karena modem gue error,otomatis i have nothin to do rite?Proyek gambar dari guru les sama Della udah gue bikin dari kapan tau so.....................gue coba mainin lagi Harvest Moon.Dan,akhirnya gue keranjingan banget (lagi) deh.Sekarang gue udah kawin loh disana,baru taun pertama lagi!AHAHA!I LOVE CHEATS AND GAMESHARKS! ;^)
Ooops,tadi ngedrop sedikit nih.Woof,untung aja ke-save!
Oh iya, gue juga udah menamatkan Edgar Allan Poes : Murder in Rue Morgue.Gila!Perjuangan banget ituuu!Bzzzt!
Too many too mention,guys.Kalo mu ceritain apaan aja yg gua alamin akhir-akhir ini mah banyak banget.So,kapan-kapan aja ya.Alright,see ya later guys!


allo.it's been a long time yaaa, since my pc was injured and my Corel's was...erased -_-
so now, my Corel and Adobe are back!!!how amazing!
ehem, so that's all for the super-zuppy quick updates. not in the mood for blogging, anyway.so, ciao! :^p


catasthropilia
By Aulia A. Dhianti in adobes, corels, fellas, life, me, problemsallo.long time no post.i'll tell ya a..............bad news.at least for me.oya,before it,i'll tell u sumthin.


and for next 30 years,this photo tells everything
By Aulia A. Dhianti in life, me, problems, school-life
