This week is just another tough week in my life.
For anybody who thinks that Social students are not really studying, have a mercy high school life & and have no crappy homeworks, well I suggest you to think again carefully for thousand times or more, eat that shit and just stfu.
You know, we all get those crappy homeworks too. Or probably we got more homeworks than you, cynical science ppl. Let's face this. Science students may have more difficult subjects in their class. But we, as Social students, have more homeworks than you do. It's kinda worth it 'aight? So stop judging & underestimates us. The social students. Those whom you guys calls 'stoopid' or 'bunch of lazy moron who keeps going to school for nothing'.
Okay. I should stop being emotional right here. *tee-hee*
Well, my high school life was tough. I can feel the pressure everyday & it kinda stressed me out. Actually, it's not about the subjects that difficult. It's more about the class. The competitive class. I want to get the 'top 20 ranks' so badly 'cause of the fakkin chance to get umptn's invitation. Please God :'''(
One of my bad habit is always overthinking at something and the thoughts are always bring me to the super unhealthy obsession---in this case, the pressure to get a good or perfect score. At first, I may think this obsession or ambition was okay but when I failed on Maths or Religions subject, both of them are my blind spots, I overthought about it & this kinda stressed me out & and even depressed me out 'cause I think I may not get that 'top 20 ranks'. Then, I realized. This is not healthy. I need some refreshing things. I've tried but it's not working.
Actually I'm not the typical girl who likes to always share my stories in extrovert ways. You may say I'm an introvert or anything. But please, anyone? Help me.
PS : this post is kinda lame but i just don't know what to do and it all was blowing up & voila!
For anybody who thinks that Social students are not really studying, have a mercy high school life & and have no crappy homeworks, well I suggest you to think again carefully for thousand times or more, eat that shit and just stfu.
You know, we all get those crappy homeworks too. Or probably we got more homeworks than you, cynical science ppl. Let's face this. Science students may have more difficult subjects in their class. But we, as Social students, have more homeworks than you do. It's kinda worth it 'aight? So stop judging & underestimates us. The social students. Those whom you guys calls 'stoopid' or 'bunch of lazy moron who keeps going to school for nothing'.
Okay. I should stop being emotional right here. *tee-hee*
Well, my high school life was tough. I can feel the pressure everyday & it kinda stressed me out. Actually, it's not about the subjects that difficult. It's more about the class. The competitive class. I want to get the 'top 20 ranks' so badly 'cause of the fakkin chance to get umptn's invitation. Please God :'''(
One of my bad habit is always overthinking at something and the thoughts are always bring me to the super unhealthy obsession---in this case, the pressure to get a good or perfect score. At first, I may think this obsession or ambition was okay but when I failed on Maths or Religions subject, both of them are my blind spots, I overthought about it & this kinda stressed me out & and even depressed me out 'cause I think I may not get that 'top 20 ranks'. Then, I realized. This is not healthy. I need some refreshing things. I've tried but it's not working.
Actually I'm not the typical girl who likes to always share my stories in extrovert ways. You may say I'm an introvert or anything. But please, anyone? Help me.
PS : this post is kinda lame but i just don't know what to do and it all was blowing up & voila!
Biar ada gambarnya -_- Panda-nya lagi stres loh ._.
